I've had a breakthrough.
Here's a question: how much poor stock market performance is due to boredom? As in, if we're bored with our lives, are we turning to the markets purely for entertainment? For example, the speculative extremes during the pandemic may have been caused by people having nothing better to do.
In my own case, it's a likely factor in much of my own bad behavior. I have periods, especially since moving abroad, where I feel directionless. Due to the lack of upward mobility of my day job, it's hard to get excited about it when I'm at home. My wife can't absorb all of my neediness (nor should she be expected to, of course), but it has to go somewhere. My stock market life became an obsession and a fantasy, where maybe, just maybe, I could find the formula to let me bail on my day job and its constrictions.
This singular focus on it did some good things for me. Learning about companies is learning about the world. However, the anxiety of watching the market plagued my mental health. As a result, I've made a number of decisions that were poor and have led to head-scratching consequences. "What was I thinking?" has been a recurrent thought.
Two things have lightened my mental load. The first is having bitten the bullet and moved to mutual funds. Taking some of the pressure off of my individual stock positions came with an unfortunate tax bill (more on that later), but the concomitant reduction in anxiety has been worth it. The second is the reinvigorization of my side hustles. Over the summer, one of them got new life breathed into it. Having somewhere else to project my ambitions has been great for me.
Being too busy to worry about markets is an incredible hack. I go days now without looking at my portfolio's performance. It exists and does its thing. Honestly, as clever as I think the Wiseguy Portfolio is, I'm considering simplifying it even further because I want to spend even less time worrying about it and fiddling with it. Because there are more dividends from different funds coming in at any given time, and because I need to occasionally rebalance all these different funds, it gives me more chances to look at it and worry. It also eats up time that I could be using productively elsewhere.
I haven't made a final decision about that.
Net Worth
Our net worth increased quarter over quarter to $150,992 and €142,714, which is a quarter-over-quarter gain of 1.27% and 4.81% respectively.
The third quarter generally sees a lot of income come in (haha), which offset some of the market shenanigans. I got my summer bonus, and my wife also got some good-sized payments from her customers. Since our vacations were modest this year, we didn't have large summer outflows, and she could work more often uninteruptted.
The past two months have seen high market volatility, and my portfolio was hit. Bonds have been especially strongly hit, but some of my individual stocks have been beaten up too. Green Brick Partners, for example, has had a rough go of it due to some bad news in the mortgage market as well as Greenlight Capital selling a sizable chunk of their position to rebalance.
Side Hustle
One of my side hustles generated some sales, but I also had expenses that more than offset those. I'm trying to sell some things to keep the hit in line, but so far, I've been unsuccessful. I've also gotten a refund on one expensive item that will show up the next time I write one of these.
I want this side hustle to become a profit generator for me, and that's where most of my ambitious energy has been directed. The upside is that making wild swings in the side hustle might lead to imperfect results and some wasted money, but it won't lead to disaster like a bunch of stock trades can. And if I can make even a few multiples of profit on my invested money, I can have a return generator greater than most of my stock positions.
Taxes
In 2022, when I moved a lot of money to mutual funds, I did this by selling a bunch of individual stocks. This has led to a large tax bill in Germany, whis has taken me by surprise because I had a loss in the US.
The culprit was, besides myself, the weakened euro. Some of my trades were purchased when the euro was at a high point and sold when the euro was at a low point. This made gains more valuable and losses less potent. Because nearly all of my positions are dollar-denominated, I couldn't see my mistake, and as such, I had enough gains to have to accrue my first capital gains tax in Germany. Oops.
That hit hasn't landed in our net worth statement yet, but it's coming.
It's made me realize that it's very hard for me to determine the euro cost basis of my positions. I knew that I'd sold during a weak time for the euro, but I didn't realize that the difference would be that extreme. However, to determine my liability, I'd have to track every single lot purchase in a spreadsheet. Interactive Brokers does not provide good cross-currency tax planning tools, and if I don't do it myself, I'll just walk into this trap over and over again.
Final Thoughts
Even with the missteps, this was a good quarter. I feel relaxed about money for the first time in years, and I feel like I have somewhere to direct my creative energies outside of my day job.
We'll have some big costs coming up. My wife wants to see her family over Thanksgiving. The aforementioned tax bill will hit. I still have some investments I need to make in this side hustle. Hopefully, these costs are offset somewhat by some additional side hustle sales, some sales of personal items, and increased income from our day jobs. As for the stock market, it's anyone's guess.
Until next time, stay healthy.
